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[13 Jul 2005|11:08pm] |
holy crap its been a long time. nothing much has happened. work. work. more work. promotion.
oh yeah.....
( back to black )
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[07 Jun 2005|11:23pm] |
had a really good time. had hella good seats. very...very....tired. lol
much loot to share later
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[05 Jun 2005|07:40pm] |
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bitches! guess who's going to smackdown on tuesday?! that's right...its me!!!! WOOOOO!
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[17 Apr 2005|11:44pm] |
i'm losing it. i know i'm loved. But i think i'm boring him. I don't know. i think he's losing confidence in me. i dont' think i'll be dumped, nor neglected, but i don't want to bore him or hurt him.
this feeling sucks. i love him so much.
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[15 Apr 2005|09:08pm] |
Your Linguistic Profile:
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70% General American English |
10% Dixie |
10% Yankee |
5% Midwestern |
5% Upper Midwestern |
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[30 Mar 2005|03:28pm] |
Stolen from Kristy
Age: 19
Where did you grow up: Mostly Maryland, Kansas, and Missouri
WHAT DO YOU CALL:
1. A body of water, smaller than a river, contained within relatively narrow banks? Creek
2. What the thing you push around the grocery store is called? cart
3. A metal container to carry a meal in? pail
4. The thing that you cook bacon and eggs in? skillet
5. The piece of furniture that seats three people? Couch
6. The device on the outside of the house that carries rain off the roof? Gutter
7. The covered area outside a house where people sit in the evening? Porch
8. Carbonated, sweetened, non-alcoholic beverages? pop (sorry jojo)
9. A flat, round breakfast food served with syrup? Pancakes
10. A long sandwich designed to be a whole meal in itself? sub sandwich
11. The piece of clothing worn by men at the beach? swim shorts
12. Shoes worn for sports? tennis shoes
13. Putting a room in order? clean
14. A flying insect that glows in the dark? Lightning bug
15. The little insect that curls up into a ball? rollie-pollie
16. The children's playground equipment where one kid sits on one side and goes up while the other sits on the other side and goes down? See-Saw
17. How do you eat your pizza? no special way
18. What's it called when private citizens put up signs and sell their used stuff? yard sale
19. What's the evening meal? Dinner
20. The thing under a house where the furnace and perhaps a rec room are? Basement
21. What do you call the thing that you can get water out of to drink in public places? Water fountain
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| Bene ha' Elohim: You're never alone, they are watching |
[14 Mar 2005|02:17pm] |
I used to think the best kind of love was an overwhelming fever, beautiful, an intense longing to MAKE another love you, yearning for them to love you back.
But I recently found that if you keep that kind to long, you neglect what I now find the best kind to be. You may never find it but I have. Its profound. Its beautiful. Its knowing the other person loves you. You don't have to yearn for it, its already there. Its a mutual understanding that you are literally filled with love and you don't have to pain for it.
I have this love for two, God and Jojo.
I sincerely hope that in everyone's life time they find this at least once because it is beautiful to know that you could be somewhere all by yourself and still not be alone.
I'm never alone. <3
btw...you can call my cellphone whenever you want, my jojo dear.
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[11 Mar 2005|05:49pm] |
I think I made a good impression.
A quote from Jojo's dad:
"You're welcome to come stay with us anytime. You can come down this summer even if you and Jake aren't speaking."
Good trip. I'll write more later. I miss my baby. *hugs jojo*
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[28 Feb 2005|06:26am] |
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good luck, kiddo! <3
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[24 Feb 2005|12:11am] |
I got my tickets! The 5 of march to the 11 of march! woo! Thanks for your support, lovelies!
<3 A song quote for Jojo:
"I'll suck my tongue
in remembrance of you"
- Björk
Until I get there <3
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[23 Feb 2005|06:07am] |
For You
*cuddles you and holds you close* <3
p.s. check your email!
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[22 Feb 2005|07:16pm] |
Well, I might get to go visit Jojo in Atlanta for spring break! I have to finalize it with his family first but its lookin good. The only thing I have to do now is collect 133.30 PLUS spending money. I can collect most of it by myself. If I had known that I was going to do this earlier I would have saved my birthday money.
So....I HATE to cop out this way. I hate to beg and I hate to even ask, but here goes anyway *gets down on knees and looks you in the eyes* The tiniest little bit would help greatly and if you give me ten dollars I'll knit you a wonderful scarf of any color you want when I get back. Or you could consider it a wonderful birthday gift for a happy little girl.
*looks at you with big doe eyes and a quivering lip* Please donate to the "Help the Heather get to the Jojo Fund." You can comment on this for the colors you want for a scarf if you want one.
I love you all! <3
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[21 Feb 2005|12:42am] |
he gave her up for me
he gave something and someone he thought might be perfect up for someone he knew was flawed
he did it on his own
I knew she existed...he told me she did...but I never knew how real she was to him
I thought he did it because he felt he had to
but he didn't
he loves me and I hurt him
he loves me so much it hurts and sometimes he hates loving me
I feel the same
but he does love me. I do love him. its weird
he looks at me when I'm sleeping and wants to wake me up but doesn't
he tells you all about what he hates about me and then I do it too
he tells you he loves me but he wants me to go away and I do it too
whats wrong with us?
we love each other so much and we are so alike in what we do and we don't even know it
i know now
I know now <3
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[21 Feb 2005|12:24am] |
Its alright. Everything is alright.
I will fall asleep tonight and dream of you. I will remember my vows time and time again. I will smile. I will laugh. Because I love you. I love you.
*smile and a kiss* <3 Real love is forever. <3
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